my brother's sick. and when he's sick he gets hallucinations. my mom thinks it's kind of like possesion. that the devil goes into his mind and makes him see things.

and today, i was just doubting God's existence. i was annoyed that my mom was so interested in this book called "Heaven is So Real!". she was talking about it non-stop and it pissed me off. and i was in my atheist mode again. (what God? we're all accidents. omnipotent beings are fabrications of the human mind to placate our curosities about our purpose. that our feeble existence does not have any meaning and we use/create God as an excuse.)

but then, my mom decided to feed my brother some holy water and almost instantly, he was conscious awake from his trance. so. whoa.

ya. random thought bye.

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