you know. we've been like having all these quarrels and arguments and it got me feeling rather upset.

then i realised that they are also good signs. the reason why we argue so strongly about it shows that we're passionate about it. we actually give a damn and it makes me happy.

also, it shows that we're willing to voice it out. willing to be open about it. so, yay again.

and you know, even when i keep asking myself why we're doing this if we keep arguing and fighting about it; when i ask myself what's the whole purpose of it, i just think back to the time(s) when we played the singer in front of people. the feeling we had, that vibe we shared when we were all moving around, playing, smiling, feeling it. and then i know, that's why we're doing it, and it's the reason why we'll probably keep us doing it.

i'm sorry and i just want us to rock. please?

it's gonna be a bad day come sunday