my paranoid mom took the wireless modem away. she thinks my brother and i are using the computer too much. like what the FUCK! i get home in the evening, by the time i've settled down it's like 9pm. watch a little telly, slack a little, then it's the "on" switch on my computer at 11. i use to like 12 and she starts nagging. first of all. IT'S THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS. is it written in some clan law, signed by my ancestors thousands of years ago that i CANNOT use the computer to DotA or surf into the night? i mean, if i can't do that during the holidays then WHEN? it's so frustrating because i NEVER get to use it. my brother would be the one who parks his ass at the computer the whole day, playing retarded TFT games like PASS THE BOMB or MOO MOO TOWN, POKEMON, ANIME and many many many many other sad sad sad sad sad maps. you should see my download folder under "maps". it's disturbing. i admit pass the bomb looks quite fun, but for goodness' sake play DotA dammit! at least i won't be as mad if you're playing DotA. at least become a bit more pro so you can own people. WHO'S SO PROUD ABOUT OWNING IN HERO SIEGE? own WHO? the computer?! the DARKNESS WAVE THAT APPROACHES FROM THE NORTH/SOUTH/EAST/WEST? and he'll play till night. then when i come home, it's ME who looks like the gay nerd who MUST use the computer every night. i don't even use it EVERY NIGHT. but whenever i do use it, suddenly i've been the one hogging it since the beginning of time. seriously, it's utterly exasperating. and now, i have to freeload off the internet at work to blog and check my mail and stuff.

seriously, my mom thinks people who use the computer after 12 are CRAZY, LUNATICS, RETARDS, ABSURD, WRONG, GOOD FOR NOTHING, INSANE, IRRATIONAL and any other derogatory term you can put here. if that's the case, she should put 14896210512342345 into IMH right now because it's so commonplace. i swear. AIWEUFPAIWFAJSDBGPAIWBF[ASDGU[AWERUBGFADSJGBA[WEUGFB]-[02893Y9P3W5TP[9Naxw{)gVTQ35BHHJUB
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i just broke off the escape button. SHIT. okay got it back.

so anyway, work's been pretty good. rather mundane but hey, at least it's better than having no job at all. my co-workers are such slackers. just because the head of the department is on leave for a couple of days they leave at 5.30 on the dot. so i'm here, checking my mail, managing my fantasy league, blogging, checking out friendster, listening to my mp3, wikipedia-ing, (clocking in free hours). it's so good like this.

did i mention i played FREE LAN yesterday at this newly opened LAN shop? it was after the match against NYJC (oh yeah, more about that), and some of the soccer boys decided to DotA, so we headed to this place in Serangoon and just as we stepped out of the cab, some guy comes up saying, "hey guys, are you here to play LAN? cause we just opened and gaming is free until the 7th." please, if you hear this what will you reaction be? so we DotA-ed till 9.30 cause they didn't want use to freeload for so long. it was obvious who had the most number of kills =). (ash was tyco though, digusting zeus and his wrath of god)

CJC soccer was entered into some tournament consisting of two secondary schools, Ping-Yi and Saint Andrews, and two JCs, NYJC and CJC. it was held at NYJC with it's shitty field. honestly, the field is shitty, like it was flown in from the grasslands of the Savannah. anyway, our first match was against SAS which we won 5-4, it was such an exciting game with heart-stopping moments. we went ahead first, then they equalised, then we lead 2-1. then, they came back from behind again. next they scored another two to make it 4-2. then Aaron headed from a corner to make it 4-3, providing a glimmer of hope. TERRENCE WAH equalised with a well-placed shot. and in the dying minutes, Captain Kenny won it for us 5-4. my god, was it a scary game to watch.

the next match was against Ping Yi secondary. a school from the east. the east side schools always had the reputation of being powerhouses in football. Ping Yi stayed true to that reputation. we drew with them 3-3, though we really should've won it as they could not match our physical presence. (with Gomes, who can?) our last match was against NYJC, who won SAS and lost to Ping Yi. i think it was our best match. we had a lot of missing starting players, Hafiz was late, Sheer had to settle some retention matters, Ash was rushing down from Hong Kong, Thad was missing, Manoj was injured. basically, we looked like Liverpool last season. suprisingly, we went ahead first. CORNERLIUS scored with a looping header from a corner. the lad deserved it. he hadn't been playing for a LOT of matches and when he finally came on, he scored. the odds really seemed against us cause Ben Chan was sent off after two yellow cards and we had to hold on to the lead with 10 men. but then, Hafiz came on and pulled strings in the center of midfield. Ash came strutting along and made life hell for the defenders with his stupid i'm-faster-than-a-cheetah-and-your-mom sprinting. Mr Ho became somewhat of a psychic. he predicted how Aaron was going to score and it happened word for word. he said to Aaron, "the goal is going to come for you. it's going to be a shot. you're going to take one touch then shoot." and it happened. maybe it's some form of mind game he played but whatever it was, it worked. we were leading 2-0 with ten men. our new keeper, Jeremy, who i swear is damn bloody good, had an assist after his goal kick was chased down by Ash, who controlled it with a deft header and volleyed past the keeper. 3-0 with ten men. all in all, we played as a team and i think if i can stay on in the team after next year's re-selection, i would really like to do my best. IF i can stay on. it's looking rather bleak though. anyway, Ping Yi won SAS (poor sobs, they didn't win a single game), and they're tied with us in the top position, points for points, goal difference for goal difference. i guess we win on alphabetical order. =)

hmm, ACFC is having soccer at SN now. feel like playing but it's so far. it's now 7pm and by the time i reach there they'll be done. and if i go home now i'll have nothing to do. this sucks. WHAT HOLIDAYS.

oh yeah, league camp. first of all, i think Grace and Sara did an extremely good job to plan the whole camp. i think it's the first time in history that sec 3s planned camp. like wow. i felt that camp was alright. some what better than last year's. and i finally got to spend time with the league people. maybe i should go to mass with them more often.

ELTJ YOU BETRAYER. TOTALLY BUSTED. but then again it was expected =).

sorry for the whole randomness of this entry. haven't updated in a long time and i just feel fucked.

"And i'm too afraid to hold you;
If only to let you go away"