The Brief Summary.

written on the wall
Close to my heart
But just never close enough
It's forever the story
Of courage and daring
Times of tired smiles
And all the evil trials

Vagrant as we pray
Please make us more than just hearsay
More hungry than fire
Combustible desire
Do not to the streets
Waste our special feats

Brave the impulse now child
Cool off your burning lips
It wouldn't do us any good if you
Turned from red to grey
Grind those ivory whites now
And just before you let go
Roll up your tardy sleeves
Wear it there and make it through

I'm sorry but twenty or so
Of your years have been determined for you
Designation of your mind and soul
You have no control
So let it go
LET IT GO

Not without a fight we won't
Not without a fight we won't
Not without a fight we won't
Not without

Pardon patience
It's a painful game
But if it's waiting we lack
The mirror shows us who's to blame


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Sunday, July 24, 2005
late update

this will be quick and concise:

1. Racial Harmony day. two words: NEIGHBOURS; ETHEREAL. [and the additional WOP!]

2. Training on Friday. one word: BAD.

3. Parent-Teacher-Meet a few hours ago. two words:... let's just say that the first word is a strong adjective in the form of a verb in the past tense and that the second word is 'up'.

4. NDP Preview as a standby on the Arts and Culture Float. three words: not too bad.

5. I Don't Know performing soon. [20th Aug] one word: WOOOOOAIYAAAAIIIIEEEEHHHYAAAAAH.

"Were you born to resist?
Or be abused?"


Tuesday, July 19, 2005
LONG OVERDUE

boys and girls, the word of the day is ETHEREAL. E-T-H-E-R-E-A-L.

the very word to describe the last day of Bay Beats 2005. i spent the entire evening there and man, was it worth it. great music, great atmosphere and an unprecedented surplus of neighbours. what more could you ask for?

met up with Elsa and Dalun who were with a couple of folks from CJ Dance [vic, 10 dollars added!]. at the Arena a band was already playing. i didn't want to miss out on any good music, so i pestered Elsa to come with me to see who was playing. it was local band, Kate of Kale apparently and they rocked! of course, being a narrow-minded-hardass-on-local-music Singaporean, i stood there with a less-than-enthused crowd, mimicking their folded arms and listened. i dare say, i am ASHAMED for not jumping or anything because they were GOOD. they were as tight as any a-size-too-small thong and they had a nice, emocore sound, with unusual chord choices and riffs [which i totally adore]. the vocalist sounds like your everyday emo rocker, complete with the signature screaming of emocore. he didn't scream a lot, but their weapon of choice was their dark but catchy riffs. overall, they didn't miss a beat or note; like i said, tight. they deserved more than just a hearty round of applause for their performance. respect to Kate of Kale, hope you guys do well.

at the Canopy, a band was playing alternative sounding instrumentals, with samples from a DJ included. don't really know much about them but instrumentals aren't something to look out for in Asia i guess. almost all their songs had chord selections like that of Papa Roach's "Decompression Period", only on different scales. it was catchy, but the lack of melodies from vocals made it rather bland as it went on and on and on.

then, it was COPELAND! they were having an acoustic set at the Village and MY GOODNESS were they ETHEREAL. they took a while to get ready on the little shelter-like stage, with only a couple of speakers next to it. a crowd, larger then the area was meant to hold, swelled up and poured onto the walk way. the lead guitarist Bryan and rhythm guitarist and ETHEREAL vocalist Aaron. to me, the greatest test of a band is whether they give you goosebumps and make you feel like you forget everything, even for just moment, when they're stripped down to just a single instrument like a guitar and a voice. Copeland just did that. i swear, the recordings on their album does NOTHING to flatter them, i'd say that it was horribly produced and engineered but what do i know about those things. serioulsy, listening to them live and listening to the album is an entirely different experience. anyway, they did songs i never heard of, songs like "Coffee" and other. they all sounded kind of similiar, most of which were played in G.

they didn't look like the kind who would blow you away at first. Aaron looked severely deprived of melanin and Bryan looked like an expat pencil pusher. both were dressed in jeans and black t-shirts. the weapon of choice is voice. my god, Aaron's voice was ETHEREAL. pitch perfect, tone as clear as glass, delicate but strong. ETHEREAL. the structure of the songs were simple but the way he sang them made them sound like magic. Aaron then did a little snippet of "Brightest" apparently one of their better-known songs and man, was it nice. a delicate ballad, sang with the heart. it was all nice and pretty, and they already proved that they were godly with just the guitar and the voice. i eagerly awaited their full-band performance that was later in the evening.

but before them, it was our local heroes, ELECTRICO! i have something to say to those who dislike them, HAVE HEART. ask yourself, when did you ever hear a local band with such tightness and impeccable melodies? sure, they're not hard and they have pop elements in their songs, but in today's era of 'the kids', pop is needed to hook ears and listeners; you're not a sissy-pissy-wussy-pussy if you like even just a little bit of pop. sheesh, even COPELAND has contemporary pop elements in their songs. Electrico isn't half as pop-ish as Simple Plan and GC. seriously, even if they're not your style or whatever, they ARE good and deserve respect no matter what. they toured Australia dammit! how many local acts even do gigs in MALAYSIA? you HAVE to give kudos to them for crafting songs which don't sound like any other band in the USA. it's different, that's what makes them stand out. if you've listened to their album, you can hear the sweat, blood and tears put into every song. ever noticed that every song sounds different? they're not fillers, every one of them was made to be potential singles. i totally respect ANY band who puts in that much effort, not like many of today's lazy-ass bands who use the same chords and beats and themes over and over [think Story of the Year's Page Avenue]. so here's my salute and pump of a fist to David, Desmond, Daniel, William and [ohhhhhhhhhhhh] AMANDA. may you guys keep on rocking and paving the way for Singaporean bands. someday, when Singaporean acts go international, they will remember Electrico for starting it all.

their live performance was testimony to their skill. they were TIGHT. and it was very amusing to see that they tried to liven things up with quirky antics. Desmond the bassist was donning an Ultraman mask for a few songs, before spinning it into the crowd. he was also a very good showman, getting the crowd to clap and cheering along. Daniel the lead guitarist, who i must say is extremely talented, kept it alive by jumping and moving. David, was being the cool cat, stroking his guitar and belting out those vocals. Daniel was keeping it solid at the back with the drums and Amanda was just so, ETHEREAL. sigh. anyway, i think it's sad that the crowd was not so open to Electrico as most of them just stood there or just bopped their heads a bit. David had to keep requesting that the crowd move around or jump more. i think it's really sad that a local band that has made it so far has to ASK for support from their fellow countrymen. COME ONE PEOPLE! what will it take? will you only start dancing after they undergo plastic surgery to become white? the only way for a local band to break out of Asia is for them to have immense support from back home. bands in the USA can make it because they have massive support from their home town folk, after which they tour around the country, gaining a huge fan base. so please, at least respect Electrico.

for the record, they were awesome live, they played new songs from the upcoming album and i must say they are good. they played an unreleased song, "We're Not Made In The USA" in response to hearing about someone who bought their album and liked it, only to return it when she heard that they were local. what's more it was a GREAT song. and they managed to squeeze in the malay children's day song into it. they were GREAT. and Amanda was ETHEREAL.

THEN, it was COPELAND! my god, i swear, they should remaster the damn albums. hearing them live is so much more invigorating then listening to the CD. they are so tight! close your eyes and it's better than the CD. Aaron turned into rocker mode like this:

and totally rocked the place. the bassist, was also really funny. there was once when Aaron asked who's birthday it was and he sang them his own version of "Happy Birthday" which was ETHEREAL. then, the bassist wished all those whose birthday wasn't that day a Happy Sunday.

my goodness, COPELAND really was awesome live. the songs were so much harder and full of energy. and Aaron's singing was FLAWLESS. he could reach all the high notes without using his falsetto and without breaking the tone. my god, incredible singing. i was enthralled. up to this day, i still could not believe i heard such singing live. and his voice did not deteriorate as he sang more songs. he really managed it well. it was amazing. truly amazing. IT WAS ETHEREAL.

i also loved the entire festival-ness of Bay Beats. incredible. also, NEIGHBOURS! EVERYWHERE! and they were all ETHEREAL! including 10 dollars added.

ETHEREAL!

"Like the brightest little firefly..."



Thursday, July 14, 2005
SAF, Navy or Air Force?

this was what the Head of Department of Mathematics in my school wrote on the front page of my Maths-C paper:

"Dear Jonathan,

Obviously you have not studied. Don't waste your time here. Quit school and join the army."

well, that just sums it up doesn't it? i'm not complaining, i know i deserved the marks but maybe i could've done without the kind words of encouragement. and today, i got the last of my A-Level subject papers. triple-kill, hat-trick, treble, turkey, 180 or whatever sports or other term used to describe achieving [if you can call this an achievement] something three times; i got the killer combo of FFF for my 3 A-Level subjects, all of which i fully deserved.

it's of no surprise to me really, since i wasted my entire holidays. i never knew i could be so apathetic. i just didn't bother [as how Lan would say it, but don't worry Lan, i'm not blaming you]. i can't explain it, but i just didn't give a - crudely but simply put - shit. not sure why, but i've got demons on my back but i'm somehow not refusing to deal with them or just simply not acknowledging them. i'm running and it's kind of the way it is now. studying didn't seem like an option at all. music, football, TV and currently, DOTA; all that i dangerously shoved into my head to escape. escape from what i do not know. or maybe i do know but it's just that i refuse to believe that IT is the reason. i just don't know how or what to feel anymore. apathy is quite addictive. neither love nor hate, but it still gets you through. hmm.

oh yes. CEO of NKF T.T Durai is having a little fun in court for his 'abuse' of the peoples' money. i don't need to say anything. oh well, maybe an "I SO BLOODY TOLD YOU SO!"

i told you it wouldn't hurt to remain skeptical and keep such possibilities in mind. but NOOOoOooOoOoOoOoo. i'm f*cking SLANDERING! someone arrest me for something that is the antithesis of freedom of speech, the brother of democracy! quick! quick! cuff me! then when something like THIS happens, you turn and give sheepish smiles and act as if nothing happened! well, fine by me. i don't need to say anything, the silence i get in return is ORGASMIC. i mean come on! didn't the dime a dozen charity shows, NKF donation cards, salary pledges, company sponsorship and all the other things that make them look like Chelsea even make you a tiny bit suspiscious? for all you know, this little "golden tap cum first class tickets" fiasco might just be the tip of the iceberg. you never know, mayhap, a full-on dastardly embezzling conspiracy might unfold. and who better to report the progress than the ones being sued, Singapore Press Holdings! though as a national publication, they must be impartial and objective in their reporting, they have enough license to be a tad bit biased and might have articles with stronger than normal opinions. be sure to witness the monsterfication of the NKF, even IF it's just a little tiff about golden taps and first class tickets. on thing's for sure, future NKF charity shows are going to have to have much more celebrities begging and those numbers at the top of the screen aren't going to be jumping from $234,586 to $465,758 in 2 seconds anymore.

hmm, a little immature i know, but i'm a Scorpio; so it's kind of written in the stars that i'm supposed to be vengeful. hee.

anyway, i guess it's time to snap out of apathy and actually do something. BayBeats coming up! up for it anyone? Copeland and Electrico on Sunday!

"Say you won't care
Say you won't care..."



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