The Brief Summary.

written on the wall
Close to my heart
But just never close enough
It's forever the story
Of courage and daring
Times of tired smiles
And all the evil trials

Vagrant as we pray
Please make us more than just hearsay
More hungry than fire
Combustible desire
Do not to the streets
Waste our special feats

Brave the impulse now child
Cool off your burning lips
It wouldn't do us any good if you
Turned from red to grey
Grind those ivory whites now
And just before you let go
Roll up your tardy sleeves
Wear it there and make it through

I'm sorry but twenty or so
Of your years have been determined for you
Designation of your mind and soul
You have no control
So let it go
LET IT GO

Not without a fight we won't
Not without a fight we won't
Not without a fight we won't
Not without

Pardon patience
It's a painful game
But if it's waiting we lack
The mirror shows us who's to blame


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Saturday, June 18, 2005
The Singer

Over here he stands alone
His heart turning into stone
He's been forever
Trying to coax
The singer to
Sing a few notes

But the singer keeps
Pushing, pushing away
Not listening to what
He has to say

Now he's slowly
Slipping over the edge
His heart is breaking
Just like the ledge

He's been standing on
For so long
He just wanted to hear
A song

The singer had to
Take, take it away
Take it away
Take the music away
Take, take it away
Take it away
Take the music away

He sees the singer
In the crowd
From a distance
He wonders aloud

Why his shadow is
Dancing 'round him
He just wants the
Singer to sing

Now he wonders if
He's still worth the song
What if in vain
He waited for so long

But he still
Stands his ground
Hoping that the singer
Would come, come around

He would never say never
But no one can wait forever

The singer had to
Take, take it away
Take it away
Take the music away
Take, take it away
Take it away
Take the music away

Faded, like a dream
It faded, like a dream
And maybe
It was just a dream
It faded

The singer had to
Take, take it away
Take it away
Take the music away
Take, take it away
Take it away
Take the music away









"The singer sings
For someone else"


Wednesday, June 15, 2005
dream debut? hardly.

Werd's first ever gig at the black box on June 14th wasn't all that perfect but it still rocked.

yes well, we all met dhouby ghaut before heading to Plaza Singapura for some last minute errands [camera film, maccas and drumsticks]. we headed to the Black Box and heard the other band [i don't know their name] pumping out Velvet Revolver's "Slither" albeit with much improvisations during the solos. it was no doubt they were good and upon hearing them, i felt a bit dejected as i had a bad feeling that they would out-rock us [if there's such a word].

we were the last performers and i was nervous that we would be the audience's anti-climatic end to a climatic night. you see, the good people who were there to rock out with us had spent the last two days in an anti-smoking awareness camp, co-organised by CJC. some CJC folk were facilitators in the camp and Gao was in charge of getting bands to perform for the finale night. he hence invited Werd. hee.

anyway, as i was saying, i was kind of intimidated by the other bands awesomeness but i decided to go on with the show anyway. "Cigarette" was first, an acoustic song we turned electric. kind of ironic to sing a song called "Cigarette" for an anti-smoking awareness camp, i know but we did it anyway. why you care? it was quite a nightmare debut.

our drummer [no mentioning of names here, right dom? :)], i suspected, had the jitterbugs and went off beat twice during the song but it's understandable. i was nervous too. we were a bit tense for the first chorus and my clip-on microphone [think the gay as sunshine gang of high-5], was too soft to hear the back-up vocals. the cable for the bass was too short too and i accidentally yanked it to far and it came off the jack on the amp but thankfully no one seemed to notice. i guess we all kind of let go when we jumped half way through the song. the crowd kind of enjoyed it.

OH and EUNICE OLSEN and Brother Paul were there too. man! Eunice Olsen!

sorry for that afterthought.

anyway, on to "The Singer". i felt kind of disappointed with "Cigarette" so i thought, 'what the hell, let's give em' all we got with the singer." unfortunately, all we got was quite simply, shit. well, it wasn't anyone's fault and i'm not blaming anyone, just out misfortune. i'd say we worked pretty hard for the gig and are pretty much tighter than before but the worst had to happen. Kelvin took over the clip-on microphone for "The Singer" and still, it wasn't loud enough. so, the entire song did not have the harmonies it was supposed to have. worst of all, the solo at the end was totally NON-EXISTANT because the output on the distortion pedal was too low all of a sudden. quite sad really, and i'm still kind of upset about it.

oh well, at least we weren't booed and people actually liked "The Singer". coolness. oh well, take it one jamming session at a time i guess. hmm, Prince of Wales backpacker's pub next time maybe? mayhap, mayhap.

kudos to the Werd boys, we all did our best. just keep it going yeah? take it one day at a time, and see what happens for us next.

"Faded, like a dream
It faded, like a dream
And maybe, it was just a dream
It faded..."


Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Mental Space-Time Continuum

my mother's refusal to repair our wrecked computer has led to me to live off other people's computers to update. yes, right now, i'm using Elsa's Compaq EvoN1000v with an elusive wireless connection to update.

the events that are happening before me now are somewhat intriguing. a social norm, mayhap, amongst the femmes of us homosapiens. subjects A and B, well, let's not get too cold, Jacqueline and Elsa, are participating in some sort of peculiar ritual where fabrics shaped in various forms and patterns with an abundance of colours are being exchanged and donned. references to the database indicate that such rituals are performed at the prepubescent stages of a female's life. it is testimony to the fact of the female's biological desire to seek co-operation among peers. it is believed this ritual is known amongst the females as "dress-up". the form of "dress-up" i am currently observing is a more advanced form, which involves the taking of photographs which have a high probability of being shared amongst other femmes or perhaps, hommes as well.

forgive me. i was trying to sound like a cyborg version of Sir Richard Attenborough. sorry if that sounded a bit sexist; i was just bored and did that out of pure random-lame-nity. so please, don't SUE me. i've had ENOUGH of people threatening me with slander after reading the contents of my blog. i believe the solution is simple: if you don't like what you're reading, DON'T READ IT.

anyway, i have totally wasted one entire week and one day of the holidays doing absolutely nothing productive or beneficial to my preparation for my exams. so what's new huh. hee. my entire consciousness was simply drifting in the mental space-time continuum, dissipating into the vastness of billions of consciouses [if there is such a thing]. oh boy, it's happening again.

well, Werd's first gig of the year on the 14th of June at the Black Box at Fort Canning. PLEASE COME IF YOU CAN TO SUPPORT S AND OTHER BANDS THANK YOU!!!!!! we're most probably playing "The Singer" and some other cover song that is tentatively "Cigarette" by Yellowcard. why tentative? well, the gig is the climatic end to some anti-smoking campaign, so. i guess a song which shares a title with the very thing the campaign is against isn't a very suitable choice. but it's nice! so we'll see.

seriously, my mind is devoid of thought or anything worth harbouring in my brain cells. i feel so non-existant. also, i have this very frightening apathy towards my exams. at least i my flesh wasn't as weak back when the dreaded O's came. but this time, i don't even lift a finger or glance at my books. i just sleep and sleep and sleep or surrender my mind to the television. certainly what i need now. and gaysery is rearing it's ugly head again.

oh well, enough of that. time to rave about something.

i know! My Chemical Romance. they have reignited my dance with emo. punk/ska beats, melded with hot riffs and chords with Metal influnces and bossanova takes with raw, engaging vocals by Gerard Way, and the two harmonising guitarists, Ray and Frank. seriously, these guys are talented. the good friends of The Used sing about and most probably are themselves, anti-heroes in love. coolness! i like every song in Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge but my current favourites are "Helena", "To The End", "Ghost of You", "Thank You For The Venom", "You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison" and "The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You".

oh, i ALSO want to rave about Liverpool, CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE.

it was another night for the boys of ACFC to converge, have a ball with an XBOX, watch the final and skip school. this time, TWO XBOX stations were set up, thanks to Lan and his blue XBOX. one had WE8 on it, while i played DOOM 3 [which scared the shit out of me] on the other one.

well, before the match, to mentally prepare myself for the disappointment of Liverpool losing, i kept telling myself that Liverpool would lose. That way, i wouldn't have that much of a shock if they DID lose. Dom [the bloody convert] thought that i had no faith in my team but KENNETH knew very well why i said they we're going to lose. i guess only TRUE Liverpool fans understand.

the match couldn't have started in any worse way. Maldini volleyed home the corner and i thought my mental preparation would come to good use in the end. but deep inside, i had been stabbed. when Crespo hit another 2 in, i was distraught as hell and decided to watch the remainder of the match with a half-awake mind; i dozed off. Dom woke me up with his exclamations when Gerrard scored Liverpool's first goal. it was a quality header no doubt, the captain showing why his name is Steven Gerrard. he was fired up after the goal but still, i kept to my mental preparation, as false hope at this stage would bring a much bigger disappointment if the score-line remained as it was. "consolation goal" i thought. but then, 2 minutes later, Smicer fired home a beautiful grounder. it was strange, the moment he lifted his leg, you could kind of tell that it was going to be a goal. it was one of those destiny goals, written in fate's script. then, the penalty. my heart momentarily stopped when Dida saved it and when the ball hit the roof of the net after Alonso's follow-up effort, i was on my feet, all fired up. Dom, Kenneth and I watched with hope. but by then, after such a remarkable comeback, you'd just think, maybe the cup is Liverpool's no matter what happened. The penalty shootout was the most drama-packed one i have ever watched, very much like the one in the game between England and Portugal in the Euro 2004 cup. this game was won with a save, not a goal and that's what made it so special. we were dancing when Dudek made that magic save - which was still not as magical as that double-save against Shevchencko. elation at it's purest.

the aftermath of the match was testimony to the fact that Liverpool fans are the best in the world. i wore a Liverpool Jersey everytime i went out for the next few days after the final and everytime i saw a fellow Liverpudlian, we would pump our fists in the air and exclaim, "YEAH! LIVERPOOL!" once, i was walking past a car at a zebra crossing and the driver, after seeing my jersey, wound down his window after he turned and shouted, "LIVERPOOL! YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!" it was so heartwarming. i swear, i love Liverpool FC more and more each day. Probably the best club in the world. watch out for next season, when the changes will be bring more glory to Anfield. ah, Anfield. i SO have to go there before they move to Stanley Park.

hmm.

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Light up
As if you have a charge"



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